I don’t have anything to do. I would do some work — if there was some work to do. Things are this way because this is a new company, and they are still trying to figure out how to delegate, figuring out how the work should flow. They tell you to do one thing one day. Then the next day it’ll be something different. Lately though I have slipped through the cracks in their chaotic game plan. (Ain’t did shit, ain’t said shit.) I’ve been messing around with sqlite databases…it is a simple and free download, sqlite. The one main I.T. dude, at the young company that employs me, is holding the data hostage — so I’m growing my own. I join this data source to that data source …..and I take many breaks….and I peep a headline or a tweet. I walk in the halls. I return to my desk and point out insignificant errors….blah blah. I guess I should just enjoy it these easy times.
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